Ghost

I wish I could go back in time and start this year all over again. I wish I could be so small that nobody could see me. I wish I could fly so no one could step on me. I wish I could smile and mean it all the time. I wish my feet were smaller and nobody could hear me passing by. I wish I could sleep for weeks and no nightmares cross my mind. I wish I could cry the pain away. I wish I would still be that girl in the picture, with the world at my feet. I wish. I wish I never met him.

900 days after.

 

Everyone I know
goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

I wanna be your dog

In the guest house hearing one german and one french taking the piss off their girlfriends back home. "they make their own money and they treat us like puppies" they say. After 3 months in Asia I wonder, are we western women all that bad?!

better-half or half-better?

I can understand the "half". Now, can you explain what is "better" about it?

emptiness

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Nocky's House

You know it's time to move out when u see the old man of the guest house cleaning his feet with your shirt...

The Thai way

  

Me: Nuk, there's a rat in my room!
Nuk: It's ok. Can u sleep outside?
Me:  Yes. Why?
Nuk: I put the cat inside and close the door.

70 days of heaven plus 2

72 days have passed since I arrived in Thailand and I don't really know what to write about... I can definetly say that it has been mind blowing and that I feel as happy as I could ever possibly be. Amazing people have crossed my path and I feel like the luckiest girl in the world.

I still don't know what the future will bring, where will I be and who I'll take with me... but I do know that for the first time of my life the uncertainty is not eating me alive and I'm enjoying every second of it.